Sunday, January 30, 2005

Surviving My First Week Of Unemployment

I have survived not having a job and no longer being a student for a full week now. I still don't fully comprehend where I am at in life right now. I am starting to consider moving farther away that I was earlier last week. I know, your probably thing, "It's only been a week! What's the big deal?" Well, the way people talk about it and are encouraging my job search makes me feel more pressured and like I am doing something wrong. It's kind of weird because I am starting to realize that some of those people are not meaning to have this effect, but the way I hear what they are saying seems very negative.
This next week is going to be very different than what I am normally used to. I have to deal with a new living arrangement of being alone with my cat, I should be doing more of the webpage, but I still haven't gotten the menu or anything to work with...(though I have been doing some stuff with it without it.), I plan on cleaning up my environment quite a bit over the week, and this may finally be the appearance change week everyone has been waiting for. I am getting tired of the labels I have developed based on my appearance, but I don't think I am ready to listen to all the comments that go along with a changed appearance either. I don't mind being told I look like Jesus too much, but some of the other stuff and constant comments get annoying. I also don't yet know what I should look like. Blah
Super Bowl in a week. I plan on going over to Adam and Lauren's for the game which should be fun. Kings games have also been interesting lately.
Not much to say about the job search this week. Applied to a place in Folsom. I feel like I should have more of an idea of what I am looking for and am able to do before trying to find that job, but I guess that isn't going to happen and I just have to keep chugging along.

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